I am thinking of the drought, the parched earth
outside my door, the plant the gardener killed
with water from the pool, in desperate times,
we try everything. I have mastered the art of bathing
from a bucket. I know a lady with seven water tanks
in her forever-green backyard, she says they're not enough.
There are poor people in this country
who've never had running water, who carry pails
full from the river on their heads.
Sandwiched in pews, their only prayer is for rain
to start their produce growing again, perhaps
before the next set of school fees are due.
Poor people in thick circles dancing for rain.
Obeah men getting extra business for rain.
Still, it has not rained.
And who knew an empty tap could have me in tears.
Perhaps, I am grieving for all the dying things,
people in this desert looking out, looking in.
Perhaps, I am giving up myself as a tank, as a city river,
an oasis for all this thirst.
Let them come and drink of me, my brokenness
spilling in shards of tears.
SOURCE: Poetry Collection The Merchant of Feathers by Tanya Shirley, Peepal Tree Press, Leeds, UK, 2014, p. 24.